#BAWSE! ♥

So, like duh! I love me some Ricky Rozay and I #support him overtime!

Twenty Eleven!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEARS babies!!

This year came so quick! 2010 flew by...I swear I still remember New Years of last year. This was a productive year for me. I did what I wanted to do; I finished my degree & I gained definite friends for LIFE! It has been a hard year for me in all honesty, but I embraced my trials positively and made it work. In 2011, I will be the same beautiful person working towards her goals, but my circle will only consist of those that appreciate my love and loyalty.

I'm hoping that in this year of 2011, I find love. I mean REAL love! Love that will never die, love that will be MINE. I just want someone that will love me unconditionally...flaws & all. Will this be my year for real love?

So, WOW! It's officially another year! Many lessons were learned in the year of 2010 & I am so ready to see what my God has planned for me in this new year of 2011! I'm ready to head out left foot first, head held high and a HUGE smile on my face! I am a beautiful black woman with tons of goals and dreams to conquer! Look out world! Noey is on her way...♥

For new years, I went to one of Mommie's friend's house party...most of the crew was there, so I had a great time! I was cute too :)

xoxo, Noey. ♥

*sigh*

I think I'm in love...

He's who I want. He can give me what I want...there are so many feelings going through my body right now. I know that he can be the love of my life. I'm just so scared...

but why? Why am I so scared? Why can't I just let go and let love take it's course?

Maybe I can...I will...

I think =/

FHC ♥

To Be Continued...

xoxo, Noey. ♥

Skinny Jeans & Snow Boots.

MAN! It's been soooo freaking cold lately!

You know this Miami girl has been having a FIT! I hate this weather...I'd rather be so hot and jump in somebody's pool than for it to be so cold that I don't even want to leave the house. #Sheesh!

The last day of the seasonal project for work was December 13th and on the 14th, I took my drug test for my permanent position. Got the call yesterday and I start training on Monday...I am SO excited! Now I can breathe and enjoy my weekend lol. I was tripping because Toy got her phone call the day before & so did MiMi, so I'm like huhhh?! Well, I'll definitely be working, but me and my girlies won't be in the same training class *pouts* It's all good though, at least I know now that I'll have a permanent job.

In other news, it snowed on Bree's birthday!! EEK!

Yes, I have pics lol. I snapped shots of Mommie and the boys to send Alex since he was out in California on deployment. I think he's been gone for about 6 weeks...but he's back now! He came home yesterday. I hope you guys have been GREAT! Enjoy the pics :)

xoxo, Noey. ♥

12.12.86 ♥

Awww! We had SUCH a blast last night!

Brought my sister's birthday in the RIGHT way...ya dig?!

We went to Esso's straight #VIP status! More pics coming soon!

xoxo, Noey.
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Over It.

First of all, I got TOO much drama going on in my life!

Not really drama, but so much going on.

I totally broke it off with FHC last night...he's just totally on another level than me. I mean, we both want the same things...but it's so obvious that we take certain things totally differently. He gets in his feelings so much about almost EVERYTHING! That's just something that I don't do and for my MAN to be doing it is just a conflict...at ALL times! We're always arguing about something or disagreeing about something and being that he's in a whole nother state, we obviously can't talk about it face to face which is another issue. It just creates stress and that's something I just don't need right now. Well, I told him how I was feeling last night and that was obviously an argument...

I never finished this blog because I wasn't in the mood to get upset and I'm not in the mood right now to talk about it...but this is just an update.

xoxo, Noey. ♥

Work Randoms: Part 7

OH EM GEE!

My Chocolate Smoothie looks so delicious today! He put his smooth, dark, silky chocolate skin against more than a few bright colors today. He looks so sexy. Man, I want him so bad. Unfortunately, my FHC has me on a pretty strong lock down.

Especially for these past few days! It's been AWESOMEISH! I mean, we've been talking, laughing and just have gone back to how it was when we first started talking. You know how things are THE BEST in the beginning.

I so want to take things further with Smoothie, but for some reason, I can't seem to allow myself to take those steps. I feel so obligated, but unlike how I used to feel...it doesn't feel like a negative thing anymore. I'm starting to get into my feelings so much with FHC (in a good way!) I'm starting to feel again the way I felt when we first started back talking! I simply cannot WAIT until he gets here in January. I am gonna be just so happy, I'm not gonna be able to contain myself...at the same time, I feel like there is so much with Smoothie that I can have...together! We can have our first times together. First marriage, first child, first REAL love. You know? FHC has kids and he's been married before so, even though he makes me feel otherwise, I feel like just another one...

I kind of just want to date them BOTH and see what happens. I just want to fall in love and be happy for the rest of my life. That's the most important thing to me. I want to have a family life with a faithful husband that wants me for me and is well prepared to spoil me with love and honesty. Is that too much to ask for? I feel like I have two guys ready and willing to give me them both, but it's up to me to decide on which one will make it to being my King. I have so much love to give to someone that's worth it. It's not easily just given up, I want someone that feels like I'm worth the work to get to that level. I need a man that will show me how much he loves me and wants to give me the world. I want someone that will show me how much he loves me and can care less who else knows.

In other news,

I had lunch with QT today! Today was one of those genuine days where I didn't feel shy and like a little girl. We had the best conversation. He told me about some list that's going around with some chicks here where they made a top 10 of the male SMEs & someone told him that he's in the Top 5. He said that he responded "I don't know what y'all are talking about, if it ain't Noell, then I don't know who it is." LOL, I told him he is such a liar...I said "OH MY GOD! You did not say my name!" It was cute though!

That was a copy and paste entry from my 'randomness' blog I type while at work :)

xoxo, Noey. ♥

I Can't Believe He's Gone..

I just woke up and I can't go back to sleep...

I can't BELIEVE my Johnny is gone...most people know him as J5th. He passed away 2 days ago, December 3rd. From what I've heard so far, he just didn't wake up out of his sleep. Man, I was on my way to bed & I happened to see somebody's BBM pic change and looked at it. I almost lost control of everything perfect...I couldn't breathe, I started hyperventilating because I just knew that this couldn't be true! I ran to Twitter hoping to see him tweeting, no answer to his phone, no BBM response from him...delivered and STILL not read. He was the flyyest dude walking Dade County lol...I'll just miss him so much! I remember him telling me he was on his way to the A first thing in 2011...he didn't even make it yet :(

Well, he knew that Noey loved her some Johnathan Carty...so I guess that's all that matters & I'm trying to accept the fact that he's no longer here with me. That's the hard part =/

I love you & I'll forever miss you Johnathan "J5th" Carty. ♥

xoxo, Noey.
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Johnathan Emmanuel Carty aka J5th ... ♥ :(

Okay...I can't breathe. I JUST left Miami 5 months ago. My ex is locked up & my #MiamiBoo, my sweetheart Johnny Carty aka J5th didn't wake up this morning (December 3rd, 2010)...that was SO unexpected! I'm in so much pain. I'm sick...I'm so full right now, my chest is hurting and I can't function. My hands are shaking as I type this blog. I love you sweetheart! I just can't believe it...

I cannot believe this! How can this happen? I'm so sick...my chest hurts and I feel like throwing up. I will miss you so much...omg! I would have NEVER expected you to be next babes. You were the sweetest, most FLYY thing walkin' the county of Dade. I have more than a few memories with you...especially our Wal-Mart moments! LOL...man, smh. I was supposed to be seeing you here in the A in almost exactly one more month...this was just so unexpected. How does that happen? He just didn't wake up this morning...like, really?

As much as I cannot accept this right now, I know you're in better hands sweetheart! Love you. ♥

xoxo, Noey.

:)

So, I've been happier lately.

Me and FHC talked. I just wish he would come here already. I think that maybe once he's here then things wouldn't be so stressful. We think very differently on a lot of things, but it's not in a horrible way. We just tend to disagree a lot and he likes to go on tangents and it feels to me like I'm receiving a lecture lol...but at the end of the day, he is still my FHC & I'm still FMB. I'm hoping and anticipating for long days and nights of pure bliss. ♥

xoxo, Noey. ♥