I love that song :)
Females are a trip! That's all I'm gonna say. I don't have the energy, nor the desire to get into it. All I know is I hold the platinum chain and I'm always going to be on top. LIKE IT OR NOT. Bitch :)
(Excuse the language.)
I love my friends! All of them!
I'm about to head out to Christmas shop & I have a 3pm appointment to have a full body massage done. Grown woman status, ya dig? Get like me ;)
My day will be bomb. No matter how people try to disrupt my spirit.
I'm Noey EFFIN Babie, remember the name; write it down and study it.
BTW; Since you're so bold, comment on my blog ma...
Didn't think so.
Love you guys! (even my haters; especially my haters.)
& I'm out like...
Pink, Love & Lipgloss.
xoxo, Noey. ♥
(posted via sidekick LX.)
Monday, December 22, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Relax. Relate. Release.
Again, I have to blog before I put on my Air Max and run around Atlanta blowing ish up...
Who ever knew that love would be so hard? For me, it's easy...
I got all these, excuse my french, fuck niggas trying to get at me. Dudes that are SO NOT on my level and want to play these highschool games with me and y'all know the girl is NOT the one. However, there are a few people in my life I can name that I can actually say that YES, we will have a BOMB future together. Not just financially and the way we will be living, but US as a couple in a relationship. Now, for some reason, those FEW people seem to ALL have something going on that's preventing us from being together the way we, or maybe it's just me, would like to be. I mean, 3 of them are out of town and the 1 that is local...he just is confused! I think the broad he's falling for is all wrong for him because she always got the man stressed out about some BULLSHI&* (bernie mac's voice). LOVE IS NOT THAT DAMN HARD! You come into my life, I come into yours and we make each other happy. I understand that things happen...that's expected, but if I'm with you and I realize that I'm more sad, frustrated, irked, perturbed and pissed off than happy...then there's an EFFING problem.
Now, I might be wrong, but that's what I see with them. I try to just look at things from both perspectives because I don't want to hate on the situation and pick his side because I have feelings for him...so I don't. The chick just be trippin. Anyway, I just don't understand. I'm effing upset and I have tears in my eyes right now because I care for him and he's fallen stupid for her when the best thing for him is right up under his nose. I'm not going to sit around and try to stress to him that "we should be together" because if we're supposed to be together, he'll know that just as well as I do. *SIGH* I just needed to get this off of my chest. No better way than to blog about it. Any other way is not healthy :) LOL. I'm crazy.
Ain't no love or lipgloss tonight.
There's always pink though, in my world.
So, I'll just end this with a simple..
Goodnight.
Who ever knew that love would be so hard? For me, it's easy...
I got all these, excuse my french, fuck niggas trying to get at me. Dudes that are SO NOT on my level and want to play these highschool games with me and y'all know the girl is NOT the one. However, there are a few people in my life I can name that I can actually say that YES, we will have a BOMB future together. Not just financially and the way we will be living, but US as a couple in a relationship. Now, for some reason, those FEW people seem to ALL have something going on that's preventing us from being together the way we, or maybe it's just me, would like to be. I mean, 3 of them are out of town and the 1 that is local...he just is confused! I think the broad he's falling for is all wrong for him because she always got the man stressed out about some BULLSHI&* (bernie mac's voice). LOVE IS NOT THAT DAMN HARD! You come into my life, I come into yours and we make each other happy. I understand that things happen...that's expected, but if I'm with you and I realize that I'm more sad, frustrated, irked, perturbed and pissed off than happy...then there's an EFFING problem.
Now, I might be wrong, but that's what I see with them. I try to just look at things from both perspectives because I don't want to hate on the situation and pick his side because I have feelings for him...so I don't. The chick just be trippin. Anyway, I just don't understand. I'm effing upset and I have tears in my eyes right now because I care for him and he's fallen stupid for her when the best thing for him is right up under his nose. I'm not going to sit around and try to stress to him that "we should be together" because if we're supposed to be together, he'll know that just as well as I do. *SIGH* I just needed to get this off of my chest. No better way than to blog about it. Any other way is not healthy :) LOL. I'm crazy.
Ain't no love or lipgloss tonight.
There's always pink though, in my world.
So, I'll just end this with a simple..
Goodnight.
Noey.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
UPDATE*
I'm still excited!! I'm getting my own placeeeeee *screams* lol.
OK; the mechanic said that he's done everything he can think of to fix my car and NADA (nothing in spanish) has worked! Therefore, he is going to take my car to an official Hyundai dealership and let them tell him what's wrong with my car. If he can do it, he'll take care of it and if not, he's going to bite the bullet and let them fix it. In that case, he will be paying Hyundai out of his pocket. I appreciate him doing that. I hope Hyundai does have to fix it because I don't want to wait another 3 weeks to give him time to fix it on his own...ugh!
I'm just happy my car will FINALLY be fixed. Other things are great, work is still cool. On the way now, as usual. Ray is preaching today! Good luck babee! I love him mucho! I know your sermon will be bomb!
I'm going to start moving into my mommie's house this weekend and I'll be staying with her until Jan. 31st (my move-in date) so that I can save my money and not have to pay rent where I was. Makes sense, right? Yup! I'm giving myself a helluva birthday gift! =)
You guys better remember my birthday! FEBRUARY 1ST! I'll be turning 24. I want all kinda comments and pictures! *smile*
I hope everything's great with you guys.
Pink, Love & Lipgloss.
xoxo, Noey. ♥
(posted via sidekick.)
OK; the mechanic said that he's done everything he can think of to fix my car and NADA (nothing in spanish) has worked! Therefore, he is going to take my car to an official Hyundai dealership and let them tell him what's wrong with my car. If he can do it, he'll take care of it and if not, he's going to bite the bullet and let them fix it. In that case, he will be paying Hyundai out of his pocket. I appreciate him doing that. I hope Hyundai does have to fix it because I don't want to wait another 3 weeks to give him time to fix it on his own...ugh!
I'm just happy my car will FINALLY be fixed. Other things are great, work is still cool. On the way now, as usual. Ray is preaching today! Good luck babee! I love him mucho! I know your sermon will be bomb!
I'm going to start moving into my mommie's house this weekend and I'll be staying with her until Jan. 31st (my move-in date) so that I can save my money and not have to pay rent where I was. Makes sense, right? Yup! I'm giving myself a helluva birthday gift! =)
You guys better remember my birthday! FEBRUARY 1ST! I'll be turning 24. I want all kinda comments and pictures! *smile*
I hope everything's great with you guys.
Pink, Love & Lipgloss.
xoxo, Noey. ♥
(posted via sidekick.)
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
TAGGED By Pat!
Answer the following questions using only ONE word.
I'm Tagging: Ray ♥, Tre Bay Bay, San & JIABOO!
1. Where is your cell phone? Futon
2. Where is your significant other? Who?
3. Your hair color? Black
4. Your mother? Jazzy
5. Your father? Deacon
6. Your favorite thing? Sense
7. Your dream last night? Upcoming!
8. Your dream/goal? Success
9. The room you're in? Den
10. Your hobby? iNet
11. Your fear? God
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married
13. Where were you last night? Home
14. What you're not? Stupid
15. One of your wish-list items? Camry
16. Where you grew up? Miami
17. The last thing you did? Yahoo
18. What are you wearing? Tank
19. Your TV? Lifetime :)
20. Your pet? Kitty
21. Your computer? Blogspot!
22. Your mood? Anxious
23. Missing someone? RAY!
24. Your car? Grr x=(
25. Something you're not wearing? Slippers
26. Favorite store?
27. Your summer? Swimming!
28. Love someone? BFFL
29. Your favorite color? Pink
30. When is the last time you laughed? Today
31. Last time you cried? Yesterday
32. Are you a bitch? Maybe
33. Favorite Position? Legsup
34. Favorite Past Time? Sidekick :)
35. Are you a hater or a lover? Lover
37. Are you genuine or fake? Genuine
38. Any Vices? Gumpopping
39. Pro Life or Wire Hanger? Life
40. McCAIN or OBAMA? Obama!!
41. Pro Plastic or Natural? Natural
42. Dream Job? MULA!
Pink, Love & Lipgloss.
I'm Tagging: Ray ♥, Tre Bay Bay, San & JIABOO!
1. Where is your cell phone? Futon
2. Where is your significant other? Who?
3. Your hair color? Black
4. Your mother? Jazzy
5. Your father? Deacon
6. Your favorite thing? Sense
7. Your dream last night? Upcoming!
8. Your dream/goal? Success
9. The room you're in? Den
10. Your hobby? iNet
11. Your fear? God
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married
13. Where were you last night? Home
14. What you're not? Stupid
15. One of your wish-list items? Camry
16. Where you grew up? Miami
17. The last thing you did? Yahoo
18. What are you wearing? Tank
19. Your TV? Lifetime :)
20. Your pet? Kitty
21. Your computer? Blogspot!
22. Your mood? Anxious
23. Missing someone? RAY!
24. Your car? Grr x=(
25. Something you're not wearing? Slippers
26. Favorite store?
27. Your summer? Swimming!
28. Love someone? BFFL
29. Your favorite color? Pink
30. When is the last time you laughed? Today
31. Last time you cried? Yesterday
32. Are you a bitch? Maybe
33. Favorite Position? Legsup
34. Favorite Past Time? Sidekick :)
35. Are you a hater or a lover? Lover
37. Are you genuine or fake? Genuine
38. Any Vices? Gumpopping
39. Pro Life or Wire Hanger? Life
40. McCAIN or OBAMA? Obama!!
41. Pro Plastic or Natural? Natural
42. Dream Job? MULA!
Pink, Love & Lipgloss.
xoxo, Noey. ♥
Good Morning
My buddy sent me a yahoo IM this morning that I thought was madd sweet, so I decided to share. Besides, I need to start updating you guys more often!
"Good morning,
Good morning love,
It's my favorite love song,
I waited all night long,
For morning,
Good morning love
Before we start the day dear,
I'm whispering in your ear,
Good morning."
I thought it was so cute! Anyway, good morning people! I'm on my way to work. In a wonderful mood! Anticipating the end of January so I can move on in to my new place! :)
Pink, Love & Lipgloss.
xoxo, Noey. ♥
(posted via sidekick.)
"Good morning,
Good morning love,
It's my favorite love song,
I waited all night long,
For morning,
Good morning love
Before we start the day dear,
I'm whispering in your ear,
Good morning."
I thought it was so cute! Anyway, good morning people! I'm on my way to work. In a wonderful mood! Anticipating the end of January so I can move on in to my new place! :)
Pink, Love & Lipgloss.
xoxo, Noey. ♥
(posted via sidekick.)
Okay...
So I'm effin excited! I got approved for my apartment today!! WOOT!
A lot of people have been asking me, "why are you making the decision to move out of a house into an apartment?" Well, there are a few answers to that question.
Number 1; for clarification, the house that my sister and I share, is not in either of our names...it's a house that we're basically renting from our father. Yes, he bought it for us, but we're not necessarily locked into it.
Number 2; In the house, it's me, my sister and our roommate/her bestfriend. I'm not in MY OWN space. I have roommates. Me moving into my own apartment where it's JUST MEEEE is a huge deal to me! I've always had a roommate...ALWAYS. I've never had my own space. Just me taking care of everything. This apartment is going to be in MY name. I am purchasing all NEW furniture and I will be paying ALL bills by MYself. I love the responsibility. This is just another point in my life that I need to reach to continue building my character as the woman I am becoming.
I've set my move in date for Jan. 31st. I'm going to be 24yrs old on Feb 1st. (birthday gift to myself!) I wanted to wake up on my birthday in my brand new apartment! This is the age where I should be stepping out on MY OWN. By MYself. Get it? Got it? GREAT! lol.
Anyway, I am VERYYYY excited about that. I was saying all day that I would blog about it, but just didn't feel up to it. Now, I'm having some emotions flowing thru my body and I like to be somewhat classy, so instead of going out and whooping some random chick's tail, I blog :)
I have this guy (NO! I don't move on fast. He's been around). I wil choose not to mention his name, but I like him ALOT! Matter of fact, I loveeeeeeeeeeeee him! We have wonderful chemistry as far as our personalities because he's not AS crazy as I am, but he lovessss it :) he does have a great sense of humor, his personality is just more conservative than mine. It's a good mix, because his swagger tends to rub off on mine and vice versa. We have the BEST conversations and everything is everything. I mean, really. Okay so...he is from here, he lives here, but he's away at school. That's not a problem, because like I said, our conversations and our chemistry is bomb...so the distance doesn't make us distant. Get it? Of course, as you guys know, I was in a relationship with Darryl and ended up getting with him only because my mister ended up in a relationship so I opened back up my options. We had never lost contact though, (of course not! that's like my BEST) we never will. Sooo...now he's still with this chick and like I said, we still tak because we're US. I have a nickname for his chick because of certain things that I dislike about her. I'm not the type of chick to hate just because she's his girl, but at times, it seems to me that she blows ish out of proportion and it's really not that serious. So, me and him are GREAT friends, we talk about everything! We give each other advice and just talk. We like each other, but we're friends first and foremost! I tend to express myself. It's just me...male friend or female friend, I'm gonna tell you that I effin LOVEEEEEEEEEE the socks off of you yo! Every now and then, I publicly tell him I love him (myspace comments, facebook wall, etc). She tells him today "I don't like when she tells you that she loves you" and he tells me that. Those that know me, you KNOW me. In my head, I'm like "I don't give a *&%# what she likes, she can kiss my *$#; we're friends and I'll say what the *&%# I wanna say when I wanna *&%#ing say it!" but because I have so much respect for him and the way he feels, besides me being able to go off but not actually curse like that (by choice), I will choose to not publicly express my love for him, but BOYYY...that upset me. I chose to blog about it before I got too crunk and sent her ass a message lmao. I really just needed to blog to let out some steam and vent.
That's what this is for. To express my emotions. No love lost though, that's my dude and always will be! There are other feelings I have about the situation too, but I'll choose not to blog about them. Him and I have already discussed it and he knows where my heart sits.
Anywayyyyyy...y'all better come with these comments telling me that you LOVE me, that you're PROUD of me and to CONGRATULATE me because ya girl is OFFICIALLY on her ownnnn!!!
YEAHHHHH BOIIIII (flavor flav's voice)
Pink, Love & Lipgloss
Skin = Flawless.
A lot of people have been asking me, "why are you making the decision to move out of a house into an apartment?" Well, there are a few answers to that question.
Number 1; for clarification, the house that my sister and I share, is not in either of our names...it's a house that we're basically renting from our father. Yes, he bought it for us, but we're not necessarily locked into it.
Number 2; In the house, it's me, my sister and our roommate/her bestfriend. I'm not in MY OWN space. I have roommates. Me moving into my own apartment where it's JUST MEEEE is a huge deal to me! I've always had a roommate...ALWAYS. I've never had my own space. Just me taking care of everything. This apartment is going to be in MY name. I am purchasing all NEW furniture and I will be paying ALL bills by MYself. I love the responsibility. This is just another point in my life that I need to reach to continue building my character as the woman I am becoming.
I've set my move in date for Jan. 31st. I'm going to be 24yrs old on Feb 1st. (birthday gift to myself!) I wanted to wake up on my birthday in my brand new apartment! This is the age where I should be stepping out on MY OWN. By MYself. Get it? Got it? GREAT! lol.
Anyway, I am VERYYYY excited about that. I was saying all day that I would blog about it, but just didn't feel up to it. Now, I'm having some emotions flowing thru my body and I like to be somewhat classy, so instead of going out and whooping some random chick's tail, I blog :)
I have this guy (NO! I don't move on fast. He's been around). I wil choose not to mention his name, but I like him ALOT! Matter of fact, I loveeeeeeeeeeeee him! We have wonderful chemistry as far as our personalities because he's not AS crazy as I am, but he lovessss it :) he does have a great sense of humor, his personality is just more conservative than mine. It's a good mix, because his swagger tends to rub off on mine and vice versa. We have the BEST conversations and everything is everything. I mean, really. Okay so...he is from here, he lives here, but he's away at school. That's not a problem, because like I said, our conversations and our chemistry is bomb...so the distance doesn't make us distant. Get it? Of course, as you guys know, I was in a relationship with Darryl and ended up getting with him only because my mister ended up in a relationship so I opened back up my options. We had never lost contact though, (of course not! that's like my BEST) we never will. Sooo...now he's still with this chick and like I said, we still tak because we're US. I have a nickname for his chick because of certain things that I dislike about her. I'm not the type of chick to hate just because she's his girl, but at times, it seems to me that she blows ish out of proportion and it's really not that serious. So, me and him are GREAT friends, we talk about everything! We give each other advice and just talk. We like each other, but we're friends first and foremost! I tend to express myself. It's just me...male friend or female friend, I'm gonna tell you that I effin LOVEEEEEEEEEE the socks off of you yo! Every now and then, I publicly tell him I love him (myspace comments, facebook wall, etc). She tells him today "I don't like when she tells you that she loves you" and he tells me that. Those that know me, you KNOW me. In my head, I'm like "I don't give a *&%# what she likes, she can kiss my *$#; we're friends and I'll say what the *&%# I wanna say when I wanna *&%#ing say it!" but because I have so much respect for him and the way he feels, besides me being able to go off but not actually curse like that (by choice), I will choose to not publicly express my love for him, but BOYYY...that upset me. I chose to blog about it before I got too crunk and sent her ass a message lmao. I really just needed to blog to let out some steam and vent.
That's what this is for. To express my emotions. No love lost though, that's my dude and always will be! There are other feelings I have about the situation too, but I'll choose not to blog about them. Him and I have already discussed it and he knows where my heart sits.
Anywayyyyyy...y'all better come with these comments telling me that you LOVE me, that you're PROUD of me and to CONGRATULATE me because ya girl is OFFICIALLY on her ownnnn!!!
YEAHHHHH BOIIIII (flavor flav's voice)
Pink, Love & Lipgloss
xoxo, Noey.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
My Thanksgiving =)
As promised...
Yayyy! April came thru :)
My holidays were bomb!
Filled with love, family, food and friends! I hope your holidays were blessed too.
Pink, Love & Lipgloss.
xoxo, Noey. ♥
Friday, December 12, 2008
Stalk me baby!
OH YEAH!
I did kinda leave out his stalkerish tendencies. You guys know that he was sleeping in the driveway and call himself trying to sleep over at my house. This dude called my mom 3 times and talked each time for over 30 minutes. Mommie gave it to him though!
That's nothing. He called my roommate to get my homegirls's number and texted her (April). He told him that he was trying to get in touch with me =|
He tried calling her, but I told her that the number was Darryl. He told her that he basically needed her to do him a favor...but don't tell me about it. HUH?
LIKE THEY'RE COOL...
So he wanted her to call me with him on the line on 3 way and talk to me normally like he wasn't on the line and bring me up. WDF...
Needless to say, she told him to not text her anymore and that um...real friends don't do ish like that. I had to holla at my roommate, don't give that nigga NO info! I hadn't told him that we broke up.
SMH...negros make no sense
I did kinda leave out his stalkerish tendencies. You guys know that he was sleeping in the driveway and call himself trying to sleep over at my house. This dude called my mom 3 times and talked each time for over 30 minutes. Mommie gave it to him though!
That's nothing. He called my roommate to get my homegirls's number and texted her (April). He told him that he was trying to get in touch with me =|
He tried calling her, but I told her that the number was Darryl. He told her that he basically needed her to do him a favor...but don't tell me about it. HUH?
LIKE THEY'RE COOL...
So he wanted her to call me with him on the line on 3 way and talk to me normally like he wasn't on the line and bring me up. WDF...
Needless to say, she told him to not text her anymore and that um...real friends don't do ish like that. I had to holla at my roommate, don't give that nigga NO info! I hadn't told him that we broke up.
SMH...negros make no sense
HERE.
Yes, I'm still here.
I've been getting SO many IMs (instant messages) on yahoo, comments and messages on myspace, and phone calls of people asking "where'd you go? You haven't posted since Thanksgiving." I know y'all and I have not meant to neglect y'all! You know I love you with all the goodness in my heart :) lol.
Things have just been crazy.
I STILL do not have my car. "FROM HALLOWEEN NIGHT? DANGGG!" I know. Dude is working on it, something was wrong with wiring and he was taking his time testing each part in my engine. So now, we know what's wrong so I may have it (emphasis on may) by Saturday.
I've been anticipating the return of my best biatch in the A! My JIA!! She comes back hopefully sometime this week or next week. Me, her and April are gonna have a VENT night! Slumber party, damnit, because I need to vent!
NEXT....Darryl and I are no longer together.
"Why?" You ask...
Well, I am the type of female that does not play, in ANY way, games. If we're together and for some odd reason I start to feel or realize that nope! this negro will not never be in my future. Yes, I said not never! lol, shoutout to Katt Williams. Anyway. I don't know if I've ever told you guys our deal, or situation. He was the first guy I've ever dated when I moved back to ATL in '05. So, we had a wonderful relationship back then. Ish happened, we broke up and now we're fast forwarding to '08. So when I ran back into him, he was just trying to get back on his feet after going thru some things and me, being the "bleeding heart" that I am, was thinking okay. me and this dude has history, I mean we had a greeatttt relationship back in the day. Why not let's go ahead and take it a day at a time. I've always been the female that's there when a dude gets fame, or when he gets a lot of money and he looks at me like, she's been here for me when a nigga didn't have ish. That's always been me. I do GOOD for me, I'm 23, I live life to the fullest. I have my own house, I have my own car and I have a good job. The only I don't have that I should, YET, is my college degree.
Sooo...that being said. When we met back up, he didn't have a job and he was back living at his mom's house. He has a car though! lol; but, no seriously...I was with him because he's a loving person and he's a really good guy. My thing is; somehow, someway...in the pat 3 years he's found ways or shall I say "learned" ways of using chicks. I'm not saying he was using me, but he told me some stories that made me realize that. So, boom gets to bam with much of my support and love, he lucks up and gets a job! Passing out phone books and he's making $100 a route, not bad at ALL if you're a hustler. Sooo; a month later -- 3 days ago...I call to give him his wake up call (9am), my baby's like God woke me up! I've been out here grinding since 7am. I tell him I'm proud of him and when he gets done working to give me a call and come thru because I'm going to have some food for him. (He loves to eat) We hang up. We talk again, around 7:30pm. He called me to hear my voice and tell me that he stopped working at 5pm; but he was running around with his mom and him and his boys just finished playing bball and he's chillin with his boys and then he'll just get at me later, they're going to go find something to eat in a couple hours and he'll call me then. WAIT...did you not hear me earlier when I said that I was going to cook for you? He says, ohhh...I think I remember you saying something like that, but I didn't believe you since you never like for me to eat when I'm there...WDF? I never said that I want you to starve negro! It's just that he's a typical dude, he comes over and before we get into the movie, we like to fix our plates and eat while watching the movie and the MINUTE he eats, he gets the itis and thinks he's gonna be laying all up in my mommie's house going to sleep. NOPE! In my opinion, that's no quality time spent. So, he's like okay well, I'mma call you in like 5 minues and I'll be on my way. Oh, so now that I have food you wanna up and run over here so you can eat and fall asleep. Don't try and come now just because now you're sure that I have food for you. Why were you putting me off for 2 hours before? I'm thinking, you're with these niggas everyday and we see each other like twice a week, and it's okay for you to tell me that you'll holla at me in 2hrs after you kick it with your boys and eat, which will then at that point be 9:30pm....nah, do what you do and just hit me later. So he calls me at 9:30pm, right? Check me out...he tells me that his friend cooked so he's gonna go there and call me when he leaves. Soooo...you're having a FEMALE cook for you, when your girlfriend told you at 9AM this morning that the food was here for you. And this a chick he used to live with, the one he took advantage of. So, of course, we argue because I'm not having that. He's like "oh, it's just food, stop tripping." No. You're going to homegirl's house and sitting up in her living room, on her sofa, eating her food. Spending time with her. You mean to tell me that if we schedule a dinner date and my ex-boyfriend calls me telling me he's in town for the night and wants to take me out to dinner, that if I call your phone and tell you to push back our reservation at PaPa Deau's because I'm going to Olive Garden with my ex. Holla at ya girl! That's okay though, right? He's like "you do what you do...I don't care, I gotta eat. My momma don't cook and I don't have money to eat." And if you LISTENED, when we speak, you would've known at 9 o'clock this morning that I'm feeding you because "you gotta eat." That's cool though. So he's still on this "I don't care, I gotta eat" tip. I said "FINE!" and hung up. He never did call me back. That night he wanted to come over and pick me up to take me home...so because he left the conversation the way it was, I texted him and said "don't worry about picking up me, I'll just have April take me to work in the morning." He never texted back.
What dudes don't know about me is that, as sweet as I can be and as faithful as I am. MY DAWG...I got game....I know every game in the book and you can NEVER play me. No matter how slick you think you are. So...here's his game. We're mad at each other, I'm upset. So he's going to go on to his friend's house and because I'm mad at him...I'm not calling him. So he can have a peaceful dinner and holla at me when he's done. NEGATIVE. In the words of my Jia, who you think you gamin? So he never calls or texts back and even after the text I sent him, he shows up at my Mother's house. --silence--
Exactly. What the hell are you doing dude?
I don't answer the door or my phone so he calls my mommie and they talk. She tells him he was wrong for putting everything before me....this dude shows up at the crib around 10pm. I'm working tomorrow...this is the last day of my weekend, how you call yourself trying to "spend time" now. Nah negro. So, my sister had bought some stuff from him and she owed him money, in my opinion that's why he was trying to get me to let him take me home. So he leaves and drives to my house ANYWAY! My sister's like, where's Noey? He tells her I'm mad and doesn't want to talk to him. So she gives him his money and he sits down on our sofa. *Scooby doo noise* What you doing? My sister says, "umm....are you planning on spending the night?" This fool, "if you don't mind." She told him that if my sister doesn't want to see you or talk to you, I'm sure she doesn't want you sleeping in her bed. Goodnight. So our roommate wakes up and he saw Darryl pulling out the driveway. This negro slept in my driveway! He told my sister that he had slept in my mom's driveway Sunday night. Who goes around sleeping in driveways????? He acts like he's homeless.
YO...just not on my level. Dude got too much to learn.
I'm good off of him....don't send your condelences because I'm not sad. Life is GREAT! I just was so caught up and once ish hit the fan, I realized that he wasn't bringing anything to the table ANYWAY and that I'm losing nothing. I need someone that can treat me like the princess I am. What was wrong with me? I settled. Things were good while they lasted.
End of updates.
Love you guys! Kisses & Hugs.
Pink, Love & Lipgloss
& I have pics and videos of Thanksgiving. Coming soon
I've been getting SO many IMs (instant messages) on yahoo, comments and messages on myspace, and phone calls of people asking "where'd you go? You haven't posted since Thanksgiving." I know y'all and I have not meant to neglect y'all! You know I love you with all the goodness in my heart :) lol.
Things have just been crazy.
I STILL do not have my car. "FROM HALLOWEEN NIGHT? DANGGG!" I know. Dude is working on it, something was wrong with wiring and he was taking his time testing each part in my engine. So now, we know what's wrong so I may have it (emphasis on may) by Saturday.
I've been anticipating the return of my best biatch in the A! My JIA!! She comes back hopefully sometime this week or next week. Me, her and April are gonna have a VENT night! Slumber party, damnit, because I need to vent!
NEXT....Darryl and I are no longer together.
"Why?" You ask...
Well, I am the type of female that does not play, in ANY way, games. If we're together and for some odd reason I start to feel or realize that nope! this negro will not never be in my future. Yes, I said not never! lol, shoutout to Katt Williams. Anyway. I don't know if I've ever told you guys our deal, or situation. He was the first guy I've ever dated when I moved back to ATL in '05. So, we had a wonderful relationship back then. Ish happened, we broke up and now we're fast forwarding to '08. So when I ran back into him, he was just trying to get back on his feet after going thru some things and me, being the "bleeding heart" that I am, was thinking okay. me and this dude has history, I mean we had a greeatttt relationship back in the day. Why not let's go ahead and take it a day at a time. I've always been the female that's there when a dude gets fame, or when he gets a lot of money and he looks at me like, she's been here for me when a nigga didn't have ish. That's always been me. I do GOOD for me, I'm 23, I live life to the fullest. I have my own house, I have my own car and I have a good job. The only I don't have that I should, YET, is my college degree.
Sooo...that being said. When we met back up, he didn't have a job and he was back living at his mom's house. He has a car though! lol; but, no seriously...I was with him because he's a loving person and he's a really good guy. My thing is; somehow, someway...in the pat 3 years he's found ways or shall I say "learned" ways of using chicks. I'm not saying he was using me, but he told me some stories that made me realize that. So, boom gets to bam with much of my support and love, he lucks up and gets a job! Passing out phone books and he's making $100 a route, not bad at ALL if you're a hustler. Sooo; a month later -- 3 days ago...I call to give him his wake up call (9am), my baby's like God woke me up! I've been out here grinding since 7am. I tell him I'm proud of him and when he gets done working to give me a call and come thru because I'm going to have some food for him. (He loves to eat) We hang up. We talk again, around 7:30pm. He called me to hear my voice and tell me that he stopped working at 5pm; but he was running around with his mom and him and his boys just finished playing bball and he's chillin with his boys and then he'll just get at me later, they're going to go find something to eat in a couple hours and he'll call me then. WAIT...did you not hear me earlier when I said that I was going to cook for you? He says, ohhh...I think I remember you saying something like that, but I didn't believe you since you never like for me to eat when I'm there...WDF? I never said that I want you to starve negro! It's just that he's a typical dude, he comes over and before we get into the movie, we like to fix our plates and eat while watching the movie and the MINUTE he eats, he gets the itis and thinks he's gonna be laying all up in my mommie's house going to sleep. NOPE! In my opinion, that's no quality time spent. So, he's like okay well, I'mma call you in like 5 minues and I'll be on my way. Oh, so now that I have food you wanna up and run over here so you can eat and fall asleep. Don't try and come now just because now you're sure that I have food for you. Why were you putting me off for 2 hours before? I'm thinking, you're with these niggas everyday and we see each other like twice a week, and it's okay for you to tell me that you'll holla at me in 2hrs after you kick it with your boys and eat, which will then at that point be 9:30pm....nah, do what you do and just hit me later. So he calls me at 9:30pm, right? Check me out...he tells me that his friend cooked so he's gonna go there and call me when he leaves. Soooo...you're having a FEMALE cook for you, when your girlfriend told you at 9AM this morning that the food was here for you. And this a chick he used to live with, the one he took advantage of. So, of course, we argue because I'm not having that. He's like "oh, it's just food, stop tripping." No. You're going to homegirl's house and sitting up in her living room, on her sofa, eating her food. Spending time with her. You mean to tell me that if we schedule a dinner date and my ex-boyfriend calls me telling me he's in town for the night and wants to take me out to dinner, that if I call your phone and tell you to push back our reservation at PaPa Deau's because I'm going to Olive Garden with my ex. Holla at ya girl! That's okay though, right? He's like "you do what you do...I don't care, I gotta eat. My momma don't cook and I don't have money to eat." And if you LISTENED, when we speak, you would've known at 9 o'clock this morning that I'm feeding you because "you gotta eat." That's cool though. So he's still on this "I don't care, I gotta eat" tip. I said "FINE!" and hung up. He never did call me back. That night he wanted to come over and pick me up to take me home...so because he left the conversation the way it was, I texted him and said "don't worry about picking up me, I'll just have April take me to work in the morning." He never texted back.
What dudes don't know about me is that, as sweet as I can be and as faithful as I am. MY DAWG...I got game....I know every game in the book and you can NEVER play me. No matter how slick you think you are. So...here's his game. We're mad at each other, I'm upset. So he's going to go on to his friend's house and because I'm mad at him...I'm not calling him. So he can have a peaceful dinner and holla at me when he's done. NEGATIVE. In the words of my Jia, who you think you gamin? So he never calls or texts back and even after the text I sent him, he shows up at my Mother's house. --silence--
Exactly. What the hell are you doing dude?
I don't answer the door or my phone so he calls my mommie and they talk. She tells him he was wrong for putting everything before me....this dude shows up at the crib around 10pm. I'm working tomorrow...this is the last day of my weekend, how you call yourself trying to "spend time" now. Nah negro. So, my sister had bought some stuff from him and she owed him money, in my opinion that's why he was trying to get me to let him take me home. So he leaves and drives to my house ANYWAY! My sister's like, where's Noey? He tells her I'm mad and doesn't want to talk to him. So she gives him his money and he sits down on our sofa. *Scooby doo noise* What you doing? My sister says, "umm....are you planning on spending the night?" This fool, "if you don't mind." She told him that if my sister doesn't want to see you or talk to you, I'm sure she doesn't want you sleeping in her bed. Goodnight. So our roommate wakes up and he saw Darryl pulling out the driveway. This negro slept in my driveway! He told my sister that he had slept in my mom's driveway Sunday night. Who goes around sleeping in driveways????? He acts like he's homeless.
YO...just not on my level. Dude got too much to learn.
I'm good off of him....don't send your condelences because I'm not sad. Life is GREAT! I just was so caught up and once ish hit the fan, I realized that he wasn't bringing anything to the table ANYWAY and that I'm losing nothing. I need someone that can treat me like the princess I am. What was wrong with me? I settled. Things were good while they lasted.
End of updates.
Love you guys! Kisses & Hugs.
Pink, Love & Lipgloss
xoxo, Noey. ♥
p.s.
It's my sister's birthday!!
Happy Birthday Bree!!
& I have pics and videos of Thanksgiving. Coming soon
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