HERE.

Yes, I'm still here.
I've been getting SO many IMs (instant messages) on yahoo, comments and messages on myspace, and phone calls of people asking "where'd you go? You haven't posted since Thanksgiving." I know y'all and I have not meant to neglect y'all! You know I love you with all the goodness in my heart :) lol.

Things have just been crazy.
I STILL do not have my car. "FROM HALLOWEEN NIGHT? DANGGG!" I know. Dude is working on it, something was wrong with wiring and he was taking his time testing each part in my engine. So now, we know what's wrong so I may have it (emphasis on may) by Saturday.

I've been anticipating the return of my best biatch in the A! My JIA!! She comes back hopefully sometime this week or next week. Me, her and April are gonna have a VENT night! Slumber party, damnit, because I need to vent!

NEXT....Darryl and I are no longer together.
"Why?" You ask...
Well, I am the type of female that does not play, in ANY way, games. If we're together and for some odd reason I start to feel or realize that nope! this negro will not never be in my future. Yes, I said not never! lol, shoutout to Katt Williams. Anyway. I don't know if I've ever told you guys our deal, or situation. He was the first guy I've ever dated when I moved back to ATL in '05. So, we had a wonderful relationship back then. Ish happened, we broke up and now we're fast forwarding to '08. So when I ran back into him, he was just trying to get back on his feet after going thru some things and me, being the "bleeding heart" that I am, was thinking okay. me and this dude has history, I mean we had a greeatttt relationship back in the day. Why not let's go ahead and take it a day at a time. I've always been the female that's there when a dude gets fame, or when he gets a lot of money and he looks at me like, she's been here for me when a nigga didn't have ish. That's always been me. I do GOOD for me, I'm 23, I live life to the fullest. I have my own house, I have my own car and I have a good job. The only I don't have that I should, YET, is my college degree.

Sooo...that being said. When we met back up, he didn't have a job and he was back living at his mom's house. He has a car though! lol; but, no seriously...I was with him because he's a loving person and he's a really good guy. My thing is; somehow, someway...in the pat 3 years he's found ways or shall I say "learned" ways of using chicks. I'm not saying he was using me, but he told me some stories that made me realize that. So, boom gets to bam with much of my support and love, he lucks up and gets a job! Passing out phone books and he's making $100 a route, not bad at ALL if you're a hustler. Sooo; a month later -- 3 days ago...I call to give him his wake up call (9am), my baby's like God woke me up! I've been out here grinding since 7am. I tell him I'm proud of him and when he gets done working to give me a call and come thru because I'm going to have some food for him. (He loves to eat) We hang up. We talk again, around 7:30pm. He called me to hear my voice and tell me that he stopped working at 5pm; but he was running around with his mom and him and his boys just finished playing bball and he's chillin with his boys and then he'll just get at me later, they're going to go find something to eat in a couple hours and he'll call me then. WAIT...did you not hear me earlier when I said that I was going to cook for you? He says, ohhh...I think I remember you saying something like that, but I didn't believe you since you never like for me to eat when I'm there...WDF? I never said that I want you to starve negro! It's just that he's a typical dude, he comes over and before we get into the movie, we like to fix our plates and eat while watching the movie and the MINUTE he eats, he gets the itis and thinks he's gonna be laying all up in my mommie's house going to sleep. NOPE! In my opinion, that's no quality time spent. So, he's like okay well, I'mma call you in like 5 minues and I'll be on my way. Oh, so now that I have food you wanna up and run over here so you can eat and fall asleep. Don't try and come now just because now you're sure that I have food for you. Why were you putting me off for 2 hours before? I'm thinking, you're with these niggas everyday and we see each other like twice a week, and it's okay for you to tell me that you'll holla at me in 2hrs after you kick it with your boys and eat, which will then at that point be 9:30pm....nah, do what you do and just hit me later. So he calls me at 9:30pm, right? Check me out...he tells me that his friend cooked so he's gonna go there and call me when he leaves. Soooo...you're having a FEMALE cook for you, when your girlfriend told you at 9AM this morning that the food was here for you. And this a chick he used to live with, the one he took advantage of. So, of course, we argue because I'm not having that. He's like "oh, it's just food, stop tripping." No. You're going to homegirl's house and sitting up in her living room, on her sofa, eating her food. Spending time with her. You mean to tell me that if we schedule a dinner date and my ex-boyfriend calls me telling me he's in town for the night and wants to take me out to dinner, that if I call your phone and tell you to push back our reservation at PaPa Deau's because I'm going to Olive Garden with my ex. Holla at ya girl! That's okay though, right? He's like "you do what you do...I don't care, I gotta eat. My momma don't cook and I don't have money to eat." And if you LISTENED, when we speak, you would've known at 9 o'clock this morning that I'm feeding you because "you gotta eat." That's cool though. So he's still on this "I don't care, I gotta eat" tip. I said "FINE!" and hung up. He never did call me back. That night he wanted to come over and pick me up to take me home...so because he left the conversation the way it was, I texted him and said "don't worry about picking up me, I'll just have April take me to work in the morning." He never texted back.

What dudes don't know about me is that, as sweet as I can be and as faithful as I am. MY DAWG...I got game....I know every game in the book and you can NEVER play me. No matter how slick you think you are. So...here's his game. We're mad at each other, I'm upset. So he's going to go on to his friend's house and because I'm mad at him...I'm not calling him. So he can have a peaceful dinner and holla at me when he's done. NEGATIVE. In the words of my Jia, who you think you gamin? So he never calls or texts back and even after the text I sent him, he shows up at my Mother's house. --silence--

Exactly. What the hell are you doing dude?
I don't answer the door or my phone so he calls my mommie and they talk. She tells him he was wrong for putting everything before me....this dude shows up at the crib around 10pm. I'm working tomorrow...this is the last day of my weekend, how you call yourself trying to "spend time" now. Nah negro. So, my sister had bought some stuff from him and she owed him money, in my opinion that's why he was trying to get me to let him take me home. So he leaves and drives to my house ANYWAY! My sister's like, where's Noey? He tells her I'm mad and doesn't want to talk to him. So she gives him his money and he sits down on our sofa. *Scooby doo noise* What you doing? My sister says, "umm....are you planning on spending the night?" This fool, "if you don't mind." She told him that if my sister doesn't want to see you or talk to you, I'm sure she doesn't want you sleeping in her bed. Goodnight. So our roommate wakes up and he saw Darryl pulling out the driveway. This negro slept in my driveway! He told my sister that he had slept in my mom's driveway Sunday night. Who goes around sleeping in driveways????? He acts like he's homeless.

YO...just not on my level. Dude got too much to learn.
I'm good off of him....don't send your condelences because I'm not sad. Life is GREAT! I just was so caught up and once ish hit the fan, I realized that he wasn't bringing anything to the table ANYWAY and that I'm losing nothing. I need someone that can treat me like the princess I am. What was wrong with me? I settled. Things were good while they lasted.

End of updates.
Love you guys! Kisses & Hugs.

Pink, Love & Lipgloss

xoxo, Noey. ♥

p.s.

It's my sister's birthday!!

Happy Birthday Bree!!

& I have pics and videos of Thanksgiving. Coming soon