Okay...

So I'm effin excited! I got approved for my apartment today!! WOOT!
A lot of people have been asking me, "why are you making the decision to move out of a house into an apartment?" Well, there are a few answers to that question.

Number 1; for clarification, the house that my sister and I share, is not in either of our names...it's a house that we're basically renting from our father. Yes, he bought it for us, but we're not necessarily locked into it.

Number 2; In the house, it's me, my sister and our roommate/her bestfriend. I'm not in MY OWN space. I have roommates. Me moving into my own apartment where it's JUST MEEEE is a huge deal to me! I've always had a roommate...ALWAYS. I've never had my own space. Just me taking care of everything. This apartment is going to be in MY name. I am purchasing all NEW furniture and I will be paying ALL bills by MYself. I love the responsibility. This is just another point in my life that I need to reach to continue building my character as the woman I am becoming.

I've set my move in date for Jan. 31st. I'm going to be 24yrs old on Feb 1st. (birthday gift to myself!) I wanted to wake up on my birthday in my brand new apartment! This is the age where I should be stepping out on MY OWN. By MYself. Get it? Got it? GREAT! lol.

Anyway, I am VERYYYY excited about that. I was saying all day that I would blog about it, but just didn't feel up to it. Now, I'm having some emotions flowing thru my body and I like to be somewhat classy, so instead of going out and whooping some random chick's tail, I blog :)

I have this guy (NO! I don't move on fast. He's been around). I wil choose not to mention his name, but I like him ALOT! Matter of fact, I loveeeeeeeeeeeee him! We have wonderful chemistry as far as our personalities because he's not AS crazy as I am, but he lovessss it :) he does have a great sense of humor, his personality is just more conservative than mine. It's a good mix, because his swagger tends to rub off on mine and vice versa. We have the BEST conversations and everything is everything. I mean, really. Okay so...he is from here, he lives here, but he's away at school. That's not a problem, because like I said, our conversations and our chemistry is bomb...so the distance doesn't make us distant. Get it? Of course, as you guys know, I was in a relationship with Darryl and ended up getting with him only because my mister ended up in a relationship so I opened back up my options. We had never lost contact though, (of course not! that's like my BEST) we never will. Sooo...now he's still with this chick and like I said, we still tak because we're US. I have a nickname for his chick because of certain things that I dislike about her. I'm not the type of chick to hate just because she's his girl, but at times, it seems to me that she blows ish out of proportion and it's really not that serious. So, me and him are GREAT friends, we talk about everything! We give each other advice and just talk. We like each other, but we're friends first and foremost! I tend to express myself. It's just me...male friend or female friend, I'm gonna tell you that I effin LOVEEEEEEEEEE the socks off of you yo! Every now and then, I publicly tell him I love him (myspace comments, facebook wall, etc). She tells him today "I don't like when she tells you that she loves you" and he tells me that. Those that know me, you KNOW me. In my head, I'm like "I don't give a *&%# what she likes, she can kiss my *$#; we're friends and I'll say what the *&%# I wanna say when I wanna *&%#ing say it!" but because I have so much respect for him and the way he feels, besides me being able to go off but not actually curse like that (by choice), I will choose to not publicly express my love for him, but BOYYY...that upset me. I chose to blog about it before I got too crunk and sent her ass a message lmao. I really just needed to blog to let out some steam and vent.

That's what this is for. To express my emotions. No love lost though, that's my dude and always will be! There are other feelings I have about the situation too, but I'll choose not to blog about them. Him and I have already discussed it and he knows where my heart sits.

Anywayyyyyy...y'all better come with these comments telling me that you LOVE me, that you're PROUD of me and to CONGRATULATE me because ya girl is OFFICIALLY on her ownnnn!!!

YEAHHHHH BOIIIII (flavor flav's voice)

Pink, Love & Lipgloss

xoxo, Noey.

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