Who ever knew that love would be so hard? For me, it's easy...
I got all these, excuse my french, fuck niggas trying to get at me. Dudes that are SO NOT on my level and want to play these highschool games with me and y'all know the girl is NOT the one. However, there are a few people in my life I can name that I can actually say that YES, we will have a BOMB future together. Not just financially and the way we will be living, but US as a couple in a relationship. Now, for some reason, those FEW people seem to ALL have something going on that's preventing us from being together the way we, or maybe it's just me, would like to be. I mean, 3 of them are out of town and the 1 that is local...he just is confused! I think the broad he's falling for is all wrong for him because she always got the man stressed out about some BULLSHI&* (bernie mac's voice). LOVE IS NOT THAT DAMN HARD! You come into my life, I come into yours and we make each other happy. I understand that things happen...that's expected, but if I'm with you and I realize that I'm more sad, frustrated, irked, perturbed and pissed off than happy...then there's an EFFING problem.
Now, I might be wrong, but that's what I see with them. I try to just look at things from both perspectives because I don't want to hate on the situation and pick his side because I have feelings for him...so I don't. The chick just be trippin. Anyway, I just don't understand. I'm effing upset and I have tears in my eyes right now because I care for him and he's fallen stupid for her when the best thing for him is right up under his nose. I'm not going to sit around and try to stress to him that "we should be together" because if we're supposed to be together, he'll know that just as well as I do. *SIGH* I just needed to get this off of my chest. No better way than to blog about it. Any other way is not healthy :) LOL. I'm crazy.
Ain't no love or lipgloss tonight.
There's always pink though, in my world.
So, I'll just end this with a simple..
Goodnight.
Noey.
7 comments:
aye all im saying is....i better be in that out of town 3 lol
lol.
let's make that 4.
:-x
schweettttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!
LOL.
omg Noey I so know where you aare coming rom I was in this situation about 3 months ago. I eventually took my coupl esteps back and he finally left her a lone but it didn't matter anymore...
I still care for him but for some reason I think he isn't the same and that usua;;y happens after they are with effed up females...
I think u should take ur couple steps back and continue being you... You seem like a beautiful person!
Noey, you're a great girl and you deserve the best. Don't settle for anything less because you'll never be happy or satisfied until you get exactly what you want.
I'm not saying wait around on this guy, but dude needs to wake up and realize what he has before him is a once in a lifetime opportunity.
Aww! MoodyLuv, thanks so much for your comment babes! That's what I told him. I let him know that as much as I love and respect him, I won't stand around waiting as a background chick. I do believe that he recognizes my worth though. He just is dealing with a dummy. lol
PAT! I love you bruh :-*
& you know that I'm spoiled so I'm not settling for ANYTHING less than what I want lol. MUAH!
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