I Can't Believe He's Gone..

I just woke up and I can't go back to sleep...

I can't BELIEVE my Johnny is gone...most people know him as J5th. He passed away 2 days ago, December 3rd. From what I've heard so far, he just didn't wake up out of his sleep. Man, I was on my way to bed & I happened to see somebody's BBM pic change and looked at it. I almost lost control of everything perfect...I couldn't breathe, I started hyperventilating because I just knew that this couldn't be true! I ran to Twitter hoping to see him tweeting, no answer to his phone, no BBM response from him...delivered and STILL not read. He was the flyyest dude walking Dade County lol...I'll just miss him so much! I remember him telling me he was on his way to the A first thing in 2011...he didn't even make it yet :(

Well, he knew that Noey loved her some Johnathan Carty...so I guess that's all that matters & I'm trying to accept the fact that he's no longer here with me. That's the hard part =/

I love you & I'll forever miss you Johnathan "J5th" Carty. ♥

xoxo, Noey.
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