Johnathan Emmanuel Carty aka J5th ... ♥ :(

Okay...I can't breathe. I JUST left Miami 5 months ago. My ex is locked up & my #MiamiBoo, my sweetheart Johnny Carty aka J5th didn't wake up this morning (December 3rd, 2010)...that was SO unexpected! I'm in so much pain. I'm sick...I'm so full right now, my chest is hurting and I can't function. My hands are shaking as I type this blog. I love you sweetheart! I just can't believe it...

I cannot believe this! How can this happen? I'm so sick...my chest hurts and I feel like throwing up. I will miss you so much...omg! I would have NEVER expected you to be next babes. You were the sweetest, most FLYY thing walkin' the county of Dade. I have more than a few memories with you...especially our Wal-Mart moments! LOL...man, smh. I was supposed to be seeing you here in the A in almost exactly one more month...this was just so unexpected. How does that happen? He just didn't wake up this morning...like, really?

As much as I cannot accept this right now, I know you're in better hands sweetheart! Love you. ♥

xoxo, Noey.