Work Randoms: Part 2.

I did say I was coming back, right? 

Welp, here I am :)

10:40am - So, today's a new day and I'm in a GREAT mood. I look super cute today, but I think that my dress might be a bit too short for the job. No one has said anything to me just yet, but at the same time...no one has really seen me. Haven't even gone on my first break yet...Toy says it might be too short, but I went through this whole thing this morning in the mirror...therefore, I'm about to SCREAM!!! "Ahhhhhh!!"

11:00am - Man! Dewitt? That fool is CRAZYYYY! I laugh just at the sight of him, dude is hilarious! Can't help but to love him though lol. Again, these are just my random thoughts at the moment of me thinking them :)

11:50am - So I just put on my sweater and I feel lots better because my dress is long enough in the front, it's just that big ol' booty of mine makes it hella short in the back (even though I checked that too this morning! lol). But I feel better now because I don't think that they will make me go home just judging off of the front of the dress, because the front comes right above my knees. It's this thickness man! smh...

12:20pm - I cannot WAIT until my FHC gets here to Atlanta! I'll see him about 2 times before he actually moves...he should be here the first of the year, 2011. OMG, I'm gonna be the most happy little woman in the world! Geez Louise!

1:04pm - UGH! I got stopped! This admin chick told me that my dress is too short...she said it's not horrible, but it is too short and that I might want to sit down for the rest of the day lol. Sooo...i guess I'll just be wearing pants for the rest of my career (NOT)! I was just telling MiMi (nickname. I'm not using full names on this thing) that I need to buy some pencil skirts.

3:07pm - OMG, I haven't seen QT ALL day except for when I first walked onto the floor this morning & he waved at me :( I think when I was on my way to lunch, I saw him sitting in a training class in front of a computer. Maybe, he's taking his asssessment or training for it. UGHHHH! I'm all dressed up looking cute and I've barely seen him. I usually see him ALL day :( I'm so spoiled, I know...but I'm a princess, so it's expected lol.

4:08pm - OMG, so I just melted...I saw QT standing down the row from me. He looks so good today in his bright powder blue shirt...ugh! He is so sexy it makes no sense...I just wanna KISS HIM IN HIS FACE!!!! ♥ (Not really, FHC will kill me! lol) Just eye candy at work.

4:12pm - So, I know this is hella random, but I really just want a (something that i can't type right now on company computer) .... I'll update that when I get home to my personal computer. Just know that it has something to do with sucking :) Oh yeah! Miguellio's birthday is Sunday, so he's having a party on Saturday. Me and Toy are going to meet at her other job and we're gonna head over there together. Hopefully, MiMi meets up with us and we'll all go together! FUN, FUN, FUN!!! I'm ready to have a ball and shake my tailfeather. I hope QT will be there, but I doubt it! & If he does come, he'll be wih his wife *rolls eyes* I am SO not trying to see him outside of work! I do wanna kinda be naughty, but I can't...my morals won't let me (Moral #1: He's Married! & Moral #2: Me loveee my FHC!) I believe in Karma and she is a BIG biatch...don't want nobody messing with my husband...ya dig!

6:06pm - SO...OMG, he's talking to me! I think he is so effing sexy!! He's coming to Miguelllio's party...BY HIMSELF! Uh oh, spagghetios! LOL...he asked me if I'm going to be dancing, I said 'yeah, of course!" This fool said "uh oh, that means I gotta wear my sweatpants!" LOL...such a flirt! He is a hott mess, I swear...I know he's a freak, but I'm not gonna cross that line. I have too much respect for the married life *shrugs* hey, it is what it is. If FHC wasn't in the picture, I would kiss him though! LOL & when I say kiss, I mean, I'll slob him down...LAWD ha mercy! Again, these are my random thoughts are the moment I'm thinking them.

Sometimes, I just sit and wonder when and where I will end up in life. My future, my life, my career, my husband, my children. ALL of that. Sometimes, I dream about random things that happen in everyday life. Things that make absolutely no sense to dream about. One of those dreams where you wake up and you're like WHAT? That was random...What made me dream about that?

xoxo, Noey. ♥

Work Randoms: Part 1.

I'm on my rocker. I support breast cancer awareness. I am african american, but Bahamian decent. I love music. I live in the pursuit of everything pink. I am from the 'City of Caprices and Impalas' - Miami. My celebrity hubbies are Tyrese, Chad Johnson and Idris Elba. I love my family. I love my friends, my real friends. I'm easy to get along with and pretty friendly. I'm popular. I'm likeable. I'm smart. I'm fashionable in a simply chic way. I love lipgloss. Pink, Love and Lipgloss...three ways to say I love you. I'm obviously random. I love photography. I love God. I love to write and read. I can be your best friend, but your worst enemy. I mind my business, but everyone always wants to tell me theirs. I love love. I want to be in love. I want to be the woman that a man thinks is the most awesome human being he's ever met. I want to be the woman some man one day thinks about as much as I'll be thinking about him. I want to be the one to keep a smile on his face. I want to be the definition of love to someone one day. I want to be the woman of his dreams. I want to make someone one day fully satisfied mentally, physically and emotionally so that he will need no other. I want to be his everything!

I so needed to vent today, not because I'm upset about anything, but because I just needed an outlet of emotions. This is just it. I pray that God leads me through all of my decisions and let me stray down the path of his will and his righteousness. I am so in love with the love of the Lord and I want to be wrapped in his arms forever. That reminds me, I want a God fearing man that can keep me walking in the will of God. I refuse to marry a man that is not a God fearing Christian. I will not stand at an alter under the eyes of God and become one with someone who does not share similar beliefs with me. I am currently in a position where I am sinning. I am lusting over a married man, that's a big no no...but I see him EVERY DAY & I must say, he is eye candy to me. I try to just look past it and remember, that I can only be his friend...but GEEZUM! He's gorgeous to me...Lord knows that I feel bad about it. Yesterday, I was so in my feelings about it that he could tell something was wrong with me. He kept asking me to talk to him, but no can do. I cannot tell him the way I feel. We harmlessly flirt with each other, but it's not in a horrible way...like I said, it's harmless. But I KNOW that if I take it any further, then it will not be good...AT ALL, but it is what it is. He knows what he does to me. I think he knows how I feel. I think he understands that if he wasn't married, it would be a holyfield wrap! Unfortunately, there is nothing that either him or I can do at this point...he's just sexy for no reason and I'm adorable for absolutely a couple reasons, but he cannot do anything about it. It is what it is. Well, obviously, I'm back into the blogging world...my little fingers won't stop moving and I'm ALL into my feelings. It makes no sense how many emotions and thoughts are going through me right now. I feel like a scorned woman that's never been through anything LOL...that's the most retarded thought I've ever had...but it's true. I be in my feelings for like, NO REASON, but plenty reasons at the same time...I have like 3 or 4 guys right now that I'm trying to decide between & one of em, I can't even put my hands on!! Like, this is stupid but it's so real...what the eff be wrong with me yo?

OMG, I just happened to look one way and I just saw him. "WHYYYY!"...is the only thing that goes through my head & he lovesss me so he's always talking to me, but when i be in my feelings, I always feel some type of way when I'm talking to him..so I act like a little girl & just shy my face away from reality. It's so sad that I'm such a good girl because TRUST AND BELIEVE, if I wasn't...smh. It would not be good. AT ALL....like I said before, it would be a holyfield wrap. Hold up! Time out!! Touchdown! Foul on the play! LOL...all of that plus some.

So for some reason, this man feels as if I try super hard to get his attention. You know how those thirsty girls will walk by a guy in hopes that he's looking at her butt and they'll switch extra hard hoping that he's watching. He told me that that's what I do...but he said that I KNOW that he'll look, so I'll walk by him on purpose with my "sassy little walk" just to tease him which is SO not true! The only reason he feels that way is because he knows he can't do anything with what he's looking at lol. He drives me crazy, I swear.

Everytime I see him, I want to write something else about him! I can't deal with these feelings that I have because I don't want to push him away from being my friend. I can't deal with them because me telling him the way I feel (as if he doesn't know) won't do any good and may make him feel uncomfortable being that he is a married man. I remember when we first got real cool, we were talking about how females will try to deal with a guy knowing that he's married and how it is such a turn off. I just don't want to be categorized as one of those females and end up being a turn off to him and it come between our friendship. I always get into my little girl mode when he comes around because I instantly catch myself beginning to possibly flirt with him or give him the "come and get it' eye lol...it's just not a good situation and I tend to shy myself away...the other day he said "what's wrong with my baby? why she be giving me these faces man?" It made me blush sooo hard on the inside, but I knew I couldn't take it too serious because of his status.

To be continued..

xoxo, Noey. ♥

PSA: Privacy.

Hey babes & lovers!

I'm posting this blog to let you all know that I will begin to block my blog postings except for specific readers. Blogger asks that I place the emails of the people that I am allowing to read my blogs, therefore, I need you all to comment on this blog here with your email addresses so that I may add you all as readers. You will receive a VIP email invitation to my blog as my reader...you MUST accept it to continue to read about my life.

That is all :)

Thanks for your cooperation.

p.s.

LMAO! I know that was SO formal and professional...just not really in a blogging mood tonight. I'm getting up on it soon though! YEEEEE...love you all!

Pink, Love & Lipgloss.

Three ways to say "I Love You."

xoxo, Noey. ♥

Update.

I know it's been a HOTT minute since I've last blogged...but I'm missing my little online journal! So, I'm back at it. I'm online right now, so I decided to do an update.

Well last you guys heard from me, I was in Miami. That was back in December...so merry christmas & Happy New Year 2010! LOL. My birthday was Feb. 1st so Happy Bday to me :) ummm...yeah, fast forward.

I mainly went back home to Miami to finish up my degree that I had started on. I graduated from Miami Dade on Saturday, May 1st, 2010 :) Got my Associates Degree!

I came back to Atlanta at the end of June, so that's where I am now. I had planned on staying home in Miami, but being there, I realzed that there isn't much there for me anymore. Family and Friends, yeah...but the future doesn't look bright in Miami. Atlanta is a way better place; more opportunities, a positive environment and it's a better place to raise a family (when I have one).

I'm still job hunting, but I have a little side hustle working with Mommie as her Real Estate Assistant. I'm enjoying being back wih my Mommie and my friends here, life is good. You gotta make the best of it, doesn't make sense to sit around pouting about the things that AREN'T happening. I had a phone interview a couple days ago with FedEx (fingers crossed!) for a customer service position, I believe in the call center. I'm hopeful for that job...if I get hired, then I'll be starting on October 25th.

I really just wanted to update you guys though!
I'll be updating more often, like I said in my last post I found an easy way to blog from Blackberry :)

Love you all!

Pink, Love & Lipgloss.

xoxo, Noey.

Testing 1, 2, 3.

#Random :)

Just testing out this new mobile2blogger thing on my Blackberry.

YES! Plenty updates are to come! I'm so #TeamBlackberry now ;-)

-Pretty Pink.
Sent via my Purpleberry.

UPDATE!

I'm still here!!

I know you guys miss me!

Muahhhh

Pink, Love & Lipgloss.

xoxo, Noey.

Samsung Instinct.

I know it's not brand new, but I like this phone.

What do you guys think?

I need some feedback as far as the pros and the cons of this phone.

Love you guys!

Pink, Love & Lipgloss

xoxo, Noey.

My Loves.

I know I haven't been here like I usually am and updating...

I've been going through a lot.

1. I got laid off. Everything happens for a reason, so I'm not trippin' about it. I feel that the good Lord is giving me a chance to spend as much time as I can with my family before I move back home to Miami. My mom and I hadn't been spending as much time as we used to because of my job schedule. Comcast was taking forever to process a transfer for me anyway.

2. I've been preparing for my big move back home! I am so excited. As of today, I have 34 more days. The date is set for Oct. 22nd, 2009. My sister will be riding with me and we'll have a bomb ass road trip. I cannot wait to move back home, I miss everything! Me and my BFF will run the town again. Those of y'all that know me or her, KNOW how I/we do lol. I cannot wait!

All the events in the media have been crazy!

Don't really wanna speak on it though.

Love you guys, as I'm sure you know lol.

Those of you in Miami...SEE YOU SOON my loves!! MUAH! ♥

Pink, Love & Lipgloss!

Noey, xoxo ♥

Broadway (Corey) - Breathe Again (piano original)

Ugh! I love it! He is so effing talented.
This boy has one of the most beautiful voices ever & he's still not signed! I need this to happen asap.

p.s.
It's him playing the piano.

Pink, Love & Lipgloss.

xoxo, Noey.

R.I.P. Michael Jackson

Alright...

I've been wanting to blog about this ever since the day he passed, but I could never get myself together to sit down and type this out. My emotions have been up and down as the days have passed. I've been crying everyday. On the way to work, while I'm at work, on the home from work...even a couple days I cried myself to sleep. I'm still not 100%...AT ALL, but I didn't want to put it off for too long. I just actually watched a Michael Jackson tribute video that had me in tears (I'll post it below). So, I decided to go ahead and make a blog.

I know a lot of you are like "Noey, what the hell is wrong with you? He's just a celebrity, it's not like you knew him personally." That's all I've been getting from people...but folks don't understand. I just simply cannot imagine life without music...seriously. Music is life to me. It can help you get through some things. when you think you don't have the answer, a song can come on and get you to smiling with full blown confidence. Music has gotten me through EVERYTHING! Literally...

I grew up with Michael Jackson in my household. My mom was a true Michael Jackson fan, my Daddy most DEFINITELY is a Michael Jackson fan...diehard. I grew up as a Michael Jackson fan. I have RECORDS, cassette tapes, CDs...ya know? I've been to 4 of his concerts. I have a VHS tape of a concert I went to where people were fainting & crying all around me. I have YET to pop that in...I will totally break down watching that right about now.

Now guys, chill. I'm not suicidal and I'm not on Short Term at work or anything, I am just a pretty emotional person and there are certain things that I am very serious about. Music being one of them. It's apart of my life and if something happened on earth right now to where we could no longer listen to the radio, have stereo systems and CD players in our cars and homes...what would we do? What would you do? I mean, we have the internet...but what if we couldn't listen to music there either?

I can't try to make anyone feel my pain, but my blog is somewhere where I come to release my feelings and speak on my passions. Michael Jackson, I was passionate about & I still cannot fathom him being gone. Throughout the funeral, the memorial, the copy of the death certificate...throughout it all, this is still a surreal experience. 50 years old? It can't be true.

I am in tears as I type.

I feel privileged and lucky to have been able to live in the genre of Michael Jackson. I was only born in 1985, but I can say that most, if not all, of his music has been heard by my ears and I was lucky enough to see him perform...

R.I.P. MJ

I will always remember you and the effect you've had on my life! I will never forget you and I will be sure to inform my children of the wonderful love you gave to this world. You were a unique person and always seemed to love unconditionally. Words cannot express my undying sadness at this moment. I was soooo GEEKED about his upcoming tour. I was praying and hoping all the time that it would turn into a tour hitting Atlanta, I was SO going...

Noey, xoxo. ♥